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shani

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i am back everyone and i missed most of you, so much has happend, my blog was found, and everything worse followed i dont want to talk about.......i just been through so much, so much hurt and pain. i also found better friends but there is so much i have to ask, im just happy i won back the privilage to talk to you all again!
-shanni:)
 
Welcome back, Shani! :) I hope things get better for you! :hug:
 
they have been thanks too 3 angels that God sent down when he saw me struggling
 
its not something to joke about, you cant even understand the feeling that ran through me that day, its was the worse day of my life, and i have had horrible days in the past.
 
You have not seen nor can you fathom the 'worst day of your life'.....you need to learn from your mistakes, which you have not done.

And just for the record.....you haven't "won back the privilage to talk to you all again".......your ban timed out.
 
shani said:
its not something to joke about, you cant even understand the feeling that ran through me that day, its was the worse day of my life, and i have had horrible days in the past.
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Honestly, you should know better than to put any thoughts that can come back to bite you in the a$$ in a place that can be compromised. Especially online in a blog. You dont really have anyone to blame for that but yourself, and I hate to say so.

precocious said:
You have not seen nor can you fathom the 'worst day of your life'...
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Surely you know that she means the worst day so far. No one knows what the real worst day of their life was until the day they die nd they can look back on the entirety of it.

And why you always gotta be mean to her? If what she says bothers you so much put her in your ignore list. I mean honestly, I think the only reason you come into her threads is so you can find something to be mean to her about or so you can point out what a 'dumb little kid' she is, and no Im not quoting you. And Im not trying to defend her or be mean to you or take sides, its just the way it seems. I apologize if Im way off here. I often try to walk on eggshells in the forums but I cant just ignore some things.
 
LiveSquid said:
And why you always gotta be mean to her? If what she says bothers you so much put her in your ignore list. I mean honestly, I think the only reason you come into her threads is so you can find something to be mean to her about or so you can point out what a 'dumb little kid' she is, and no Im not quoting you. And Im not trying to defend her or be mean to you or take sides, its just the way it seems. I apologize if Im way off here. I often try to walk on eggshells in the forums but I cant just ignore some things.
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Here we go again..................

Squid, you have a problem, pm me. She lives for people to defend her and yes, you are WAY OFF BASE! You are only adding to this problem and you will get this little girl raped. She is a little girl, a 12 YEAR OLD LITTLE GIRL!

That's how 'mean' I am, I take grief from 'well doers' who defend a minor's actions that will get them raped or worse. You do not know anything of what you are speaking of here.

When you have a child that you put out there into the world, you better hope that some conscientious person sends them home when they are setting themselves up for wicked things. What you don't need are those who coddle them and encourage them to put their highly personal stuff on the INTERNET.

Now, I highly suggest you remove your comment and I will remove mine. We can handle this in a pm if you have further questions or concerns.
 
preco, may i ask you something


have you ever felt a depressing feeling so bad that you felt the only way out was to die or cut yourself? thats why finding my blog was such a big deal, because i wrote some very depressing and hardcore stuff in it.

i shouldn't be here right now. and i wouldnn't if it wasn't for my friends, let that sink in....stop, right now, i told everyone what they should know and im ashamed of it but maybe that will shut you up.
 
and who said i wanted to win back the privilage to talk to someone like you who cant consider emotion?
 
shani said:
preco, may i ask you something


have you ever felt a depressing feeling so bad that you felt the only way out was to die or cut yourself? thats why finding my blog was such a big deal, because i wrote some very depressing and hardcore stuff in it.

i shouldn't be here right now. and i wouldnn't if it wasn't for my friends, let that sink in....stop, right now, i told everyone what they should know and im ashamed of it but maybe that will shut you up.
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No you shouldn't be here, you should be getting professional help and that is the point!

This site is not helping you by what you are posting, it is bringing to you more problems than you can understand or imagine. Children (or anyone else) who air their personal problems and personal information in this manner do not belong on the INTERNET.

Why is that so difficult to understand?
 
because i do get help, but it doesn't do anything, i still am depressed, nothing is gonna make it better but your doing everything to make it worse, you don't understand. no one does exept my stephanie. she knows what its like to feel my feelings and to be reduced to cutting but shes helping me get over it like she did herself.
 
just for the record, "cutting" will not kill you, so don't even try....that's ignorance right there
 
no, i mean like i have attempted other than cutting, i thought i made that clear.
 
precocious said:
No you shouldn't be here, you should be getting professional help and that is the point! ... Why is that so difficult to understand?
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Cant argue with that. She's right, Shani.. And thats not to say youre crazy. Sometimes problems get to be too much. Ive been there. You can bet most of us have.

shani said:
because i do get help, but it doesn't do anything, i still am depressed, nothing is gonna make it better but your doing everything to make it worse, you don't understand. no one does exept my stephanie. she knows what its like to feel my feelings and to be reduced to cutting but shes helping me get over it like she did herself.
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Youre wrong. We do understand. As I said above, we've pretty much all been there. Maybe not having exactly the same problems youre having, but most likely having the same feelings youre having. Preco isnt trying to make it worse. Shes trying to give you the 'tough love' type of advice.. at least most of the time, lol.. So how did Stephanie get over it?

shani said:
no, i mean like i have attempted other than cutting, i thought i made that clear.
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That alone is reason enough that you should be getting the help that you apparently desperately need. I dont discount that this may all be stories and crying wolf for the attention, but Id prefer to err on the side of caution.

You know, therapy isnt the only kind of help. There are medications that can help too. You know I like to give you the benefit of the doubt Shani, we've been there before. But maybe this isnt the place for you right now.. You need to be concentrating on getting yourself well.
 
precocious said:
Here we go again..................

Squid, you have a problem, pm me. She lives for people to defend her and yes, you are WAY OFF BASE! You are only adding to this problem and you will get this little girl raped. She is a little girl, a 12 YEAR OLD LITTLE GIRL!
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Wow! Preco...bold statement. Do you know something we don't? Can you see the future? Him "defending" her is not going to get her raped. Her actions however could, but you wouldn't know that..no one would. People minding their own damn business get raped every day. People that aren't putting themselves out there get raped every day.
You have to remember that she is a young lady and treat her accordingly. You don't need to badger her. What you are saying here could just as easily be handled through a PM.
Just like we did, Shani will have to go through her fair share of heartache and disapointment being a pre-teen, then teenager, then adult...
I agree, what she is sharing is potentially harmful, but you saw firsthand (before she was banned) that what you were saying was getting nowhere w/ her.
Shani, honey I see you are reaching for help, but perhaps this is not the place for it. I would seriously recomend a counselor at school or a teen hotline or something. As I've told you before....I have a neighbor the same age as you and she confides in me. If you need an ear....please PM me and I'll see if I can help you.
Hang in there!! :hug:
 
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